Before I start telling you all the crazy details about the GodSend Rose Vibrator and how I use it, I should tell you that I spent the whole afternoon watching Ratatouille. That, and wondering when those cookies that I ordered online will arrive. In order to know my stories one needs to know the kind of person that I am first. I lay on my sofa and watch movies on my laptop in the afternoon and eat way more chocolates than I should. I look at my reflection three times a day and comb my hair maybe twice. Ah, but I don't deserve to be told what I can or can't do when it comes to exploring the naughty side of me...and I certainly don't deserve to be cheated on.
No no, it's not that kind of story. I'm not going to start talking about my partner getting frisky with someone while away for their travels…I don't have to worry about that. I might be the average girl next door but I know how to take my pleasure in my hands. And I have a little helper to make sure it remains that way. (Yup, I'm talking about the Godsend Rose Vibrator. Don't be impatient, I'm getting there.) The reason why I don't have to worry about my partner cheating on me anymore is because we have our own ways, together, to spice up our sex life in every way possible.
But maybe I shouldn't get ahead of myself just yet. There was once a time when my partner strayed a little bit from the path, that is, felt attracted to some girl I never met, in a city I never visited. They, (read as He) was travelling for work quite a lot back then and we weren't able to spend much quality time together…So one time, when they came home, they told me about how hot she was, this other girl. It made me wonder, was there something missing from our relationship? Was it the sudden and frequent long distance? Or was I just not hot enough for them anymore?
Okay, so I might have looked at my face in the mirror more than three times and brushed my hair more than twice in the coming weeks...but my worry remained. I didn't want to lose my partner over something like this. Not that I actually thought I was any close to losing them - I mean, steamy nights aren't the only thing that keeps two people together right?- But I could put some effort into my own self as well. I could open myself a little more and see if it turned out to be fun! My confidence doubled not because of just thoughts of being open to something new. I feel empowered because I took the plunge and got myself the Godsend Thrusting Rose Vibrator from AdultLuxe.com.
I particularly chose this vibrator because of it being made of body safe silicone and how sleek it looked. I had seen it on some Instagram and TikTok videos and thought to myself, hmm that looks interesting! I was thinking a lot about taking the reins of the sensual wanderings of my mind in my own hands for a while...to say it less metaphorically, I wanted to feel like I can own my pleasures. I felt like I needed it. I wanted to be the one giving myself toe curling orgasms. So what if he found some other chick hot, I can get my temperature going up on my own!! Alright, I accept, I might have bought the vibrator out of a little spite but boy oh boy did it impress me.
The first thing that caught my eye was how vibrant the colours were. I usually like the Purple and that is the one I gifted myself but hey!, in case you are anything unlike me you can always opt for the Original Rose and Deep Blue. After that I discovered other features that interested me some more. The fact that this vibrator came with a Rose Clit suction and a thumping silicone dildo intrigued me a great deal. I mean to say, I've heard that there are dildos that come with the thrust feature but to have a toy with a clit suction function at $51 really sealed the deal for me. I opted for the 2nd day delivery with added package protection with Route, something that I liked about AdultLuxe. For a miniscule amount I was able to keep my mind at peace without any mailbox theft or damage to my order on the way. The package was delivered in time and had no mention of the brand or company anywhere.
My partner still didn't know I'd went ahead and bought a sex toy. They were with there with me that night, I could have used it with them, but I wanted to have great orgasms all by myself. I might sound like a brat here, but to tell you the truth, I needed to feel that I could still be on my own. I wanted to enjoy my own company. The vibrator had arrived that morning and I hadn't had the time to even look at it properly before rushing off to work. But the night-time was my time with my GodSend.
My new cute Rose Toy claims to be completely waterproof. So basically, it won't slip away from your hands or be any harder to use in the shower. So that's where I decided to use it for the first time. I was shaving my legs, back at home after work, on a typical Tuesday night when this idea hit me. What if I used my Vibrator in the cold shower? I pondered over it for just about 20 seconds before rushing out to get it!
I started by exploring all the vibration patterns one after another. The smooth feel made me comfortable right from the beginning. I wanted my GodSend inside me, I wanted to feel the thrust it created. I increased the speed as I went on to insert the vibrator in and out of myself. A clit suction vibrator especially stimulates your clitoris (duh!), but the air suction on this is out of this world and the GodSend name is apt for it. It can be hard for you to breathe at times...yes, the GODSEND.IS.THAT.GOOD! As I continued, I realized that I liked mixing and matching the speed and frequency patterns to what suited me the most. I was having fun with it. I tried using the thrust and suction both at the same time and believe me not, I almost forgot that I had actually had a partner. The vibrator along with the hot water felt so good I don't think I lasted more than a few minutes.
The orgasm that I had that day made me sit under the shower and gasp 'Oh my God' repeatedly. When I remember the very first time I used it I want to use it immediately to feel that way, again and again! I remember getting up with the vibrator in hand, getting out of the shower, walking to the room naked and brandishing that sweet little thing to my partner, saying, "This vibrator is too good to not share with you." But you see, The GodSend taught me that I do not necessarily have to be alone to feel empowered. Empowerment for me, comes from within, with the knowledge that you got your own back.
I wanted to share my pleasure with my partner. It made me feel like I was the one controlling who gets pleasure out of my vibrator. I had bought this just for myself initially but this crazy good sex toy has changed my life. Also, it is so quiet that I can use it almost anywhere! And it is completely safe to use, so I've used it frequently in and out of the shower ever since that first time. There was this other time when I took the little cutie with me to my partner's office. We closed the room to his office, and well...the vibrator might be really quiet but it sure makes me moan quite a lot!
Honestly, the GodSend has brought a new sense of adventure in me. Whenever using solo, I get turned on super fast by it and I can definitely count on this baby to get the job done. And it's fun to let your partner play with the controls with this vibrator. I watch them regulate the speed and the patterns and time their hand movements to see what I like or what makes me want it more. The sense of pleasure that I've come to share with my partner, it all comes down to me taking a step towards expanding my sexual horizon and getting myself to building my sex toy collection.
So here it is, my secret to a mind blowing - toe curling orgasm would be to simply take the plunge. Realise your desires, accept that you are someone who is sexual and willing to experiment. So go ahead and gift yourself the GodSend Rose Vibrator from AdultLuxe. The only trick is to give yourself a chance.
(The above real life story was originally published on Reddit by Simona R. and republished with explicit permission.)